2012, The Beginning.

The beginning of a new year, 2012~!:) Firstly, Happy New Year everyone!!^^ Well, its a whole new year ahead of me, O lvls~, frens~, r/s~.. I jus hope this new year would be a special, memorable and a fun one, unlike 2011. I jus can't believe tat im actually so excited abt this year~ Jus hope it would be a great one~;) having many many frens, no haters~, do well in studies, play my handball well and all~. To be honest, i hate 2011, cos its the year whr i got the most scoldings, insults, made most enemies, n the most unhappiness~...:( im so glad its over n a new beginning standing ahead of me, waiting to be within my grasp:) I wanna be like last last year, when sec 2, so many frens, so much everlasting fun tat i could nvr get tired of. I jus wish everyone would let bygones be bygones n may we start afresh n forgive n forget my mistakes:) After all, 2011 is the last thing i wan history to repeat~ N speaking of which, i can't believe im actually sooo excited for sch!! i think its the first time in my sec life tat i wanna go sch! i wanna see all my frens, concentrate on hmwk, n play handball like i've nvr played b4~:) N i wanna see Wajid the most, he's my bestfren:) n i would nvr regret having such a great bro, standing beside me all the time~:) stupid KunYeong oso my bro~!:) ok tats all~ Happy New Year:)

Back to Home Sweet Home~

Gonna jus do a short post~:) back from Genting Highlands. But i have to admit, nth much to play thr, or maybe its jus tat i went thr too many times le. i love the weather thr sia~!! SO COOLING~! Jus abt the same as Sweden when i went thr in july for handball:) NICE! n hardly any rain at all. OSO, alot pretty girls sia, definitely more than spore. haha. somemore they don look like ahlian ahlian type one, like chio sia~ omg~ hehe;) went to the theme park n played Viking Ship, bumper boat n more~! one of them is the space shot, u noe the go til high high then drop down tat one. wah sia la~! tats one of the most terrifying rides i've been man~! its jus like...jumping down from building, except a very high one~ damn intoxicating sia~ heart almost jump out from my mouth. haha i didnt even dare to open my eyes sia haha. its the best one yet~:) thr's so much to say but i jus returned back home from a 6 hours ride in my dad's car so i lazy type so many~ tired~ ;p plus, tmr still got handball, so im gonna turn in early. nights~:)

A Lesson unforgettable

2011. It's a really tough year. N a fast one too~ Throughout this year, i learnt many experiences, many new things, be it in sports (handball), life, or frens...To be honest, i hate this year the most~ cos this is the year i got into most trouble, made most enemies, stressed most abt studies, n lost the most frens..Its a really saddening n dull year for me. It's the most challenging yet experience-filling year. I learnt how to cherish my frens more, cherish everything i had b4 losing them..300 days of pain, stress...How i wish i could return back in time, n go back to 2010, 2-7. Whr i had the most fun, most frens, most happy in my life~ i missed their jokes, their laughter, their presence~..i made so many mistakes this year, i neglected G.JH, i didnt cherish Shangwei, n i took them all for granted..i drank beer in Vietnam trip, almost smoked, i kicked wajid away n treated him like he's invisible, in Vietnam ; i chose the clique over many things, i chose them over handball during a period of time, n most regrettably, i chose them over GJH, JinHui, YongRae, ShangWei...I argued with many ppl, n becos of my own selfish ambitions n over-reacting arrogance, i lost something tat no amount of monetary value can purchase. i lost frenship~ It was then too late tat i realised wat wrong had i done. However, it was no turning back.. I got mocked in Handball trainings, ppl despised me, hate me, they stop being frens with me, insulted me, kicked me aside, making me an outcast~ But, in return, i still retaliated in my usual furious defensive tone, accompanying it, was the feeling of depression, dull, dark, lonelyness, sadness..i could hardly smile anymore..It was terrible. Luckily, i still had some angels beside me, giving me support n encouragement, at the same time, trying to shine light into my life n letting me noe my mistakes. One of them is Janice, n the other, ShangWei. Without them, i would have collasped alrdy, all thanks to Shangwei. Its becos he'd been thru the same exp, which led him became wiser, mentaly stronger. He's not oni my fren, but my brother, my best fren, mentor, n my gd teammate. He guided me thru the dark path of my life. It was recently, tat i finally awaken from my deep ignorant sleep. aft seeing Edmund's post, i then realised everything i do is affecting the ppl ard me, no matter gd or bad. i realised tat when someone insults me, i don have to get mad or retaliate, instead i could either jus let him/her be, or jus relfect on myself. Insults will oni give me a clearer pic of my mistakes, it would oni makes a want for me to be a btr person. Forgive n Forget will always be above all. try letting it go, instead of making the probs become bigger, n giving myself a larger burden to carry.:) I really learnt alot this year, n i wanna thank those hu guided me along my darkest periods, those hu understands me. i learnt this lesson in a hard way becos of my ignorance n 好胜attitude. Don be like me, cherish wat u have now, b4 losing everything n making yr life miserable~ :) i wish nxt year would be a btr year for me:) Happy Holidays~